The Kirk Legacy 3.3B

Hello again! 🙂 I’m not sure if the second part is longer, shorter or the same length as part one lol. I want to say roughly the same length. Its more dialogue in this chapter as well. Important dialogue of course! Haha I have a feeling this generation might be long, and I’m not sure if I’m going to work on 3.4 right after this or move onto another legacy…debating at the moment.

But, anywho onto the chapter!

As said before, An Li is made by simnights from tumblr.

NOTE: Profanity MAY be used. You’ve been warned. 

Diary Entry #16: 

Its been a long eight months I have to say! I’m sad that our time here is winding down so suddenly. But, it was well worth it. I loved helping every family we got to know. I just hope they continue to do what they learned and can continue to survive off of the land. Though, I’ve noticed that the people here have started to become more skidish and have looked more nervous than ever. It could just be me too, but something feels a tad bit off. Hopefully we didn’t do something wrong. Hate for that to be the case. 

Also, Cale and me have been growing closer with everyday. He isn’t jealous or easily furious. Just makes me respect him so much more, and love him more. Of course I always loved him, and knew that I wanted to be with him from day one. But, things change when the relationship is tested. An and me have also became great friends in the process. Have to admit, I don’t have very many friends because girls these days judge you by appearance. They all think i’m stuck-up because I give a damn  about my appearance somewhat. I mean, if you cross me its not pretty, but as long as there is mutual understanding I’m a very nice person. Of course I’m friends with my sisters, closer with Violet though. We had to share a room though, so you’re going to have to speak to your sister sometime haha. Wow, I am really getting off topic. Sorry. What I’ve been meaning to say is that the other day I got an opportunity to learn something new! and it was sorta fun! I can’t wait to learn more. An asked me if I wanted to try my hand at learning martial arts! 

“Hey Ashlynn? ” he peaked around the corner

“Yes, An? What’s up?” I smiled

“I was wondering if maybe you wanted to try out learning martial arts?”

“Now?”

“Yeah. I asked Cale, but he surprisingly declined. I think he wants a quiet night in for once since we’ve been so busy haha. But, I know you like trying new things so I thought I’d ask.” he explained, his voice started to get shaky

I do think its funny how he gets nervous around me. Must have a hard time being around a woman all the time. 

“Do you know martial arts then?” I asked out of curiosity

“Haha yes I do. I learned here as a teenager. It was one thing my parents strove to give him as a extracurricular activity if you will. I think they knew I wasn’t meant for the farming life and wanted to give me choices. Its something I really enjoy. Its an art full of many different skills.”

“Hmm, I don’t know……”

“Haha what? Are you turning a friend down?” he teased

“Welllll I guess I can go with you. Just hope I don’t outshine you or beat you at you’re own game.” I sarcastically said

“Haha oh Miss Ashlynn you do crack me up.”

“Haha sarcasm runs in the family. Trust me.”

An took me to the martial arts academy where you can practice in the recreational part of the building. I felt a little uneasy because I didn’t want to get in trouble since I’ve had no training whatsoever. I know that this kind of establishment takes everything very seriously. Not something I would want to mess with haha. But, it was late in the day so there wasn’t many people there, so there was a little relief. 

“Okay, so you just want to hit the dummy opponent defensively. You almost have to visualize it as being a real person who is attacking you or if you want, sparing. You can use both hands, arms, feet and legs. Do you want me to demonstrate, or can you handle that kind of direction for now?” he explained

“Yeah, you better do somekind of demonstration for me. Might be easier for me to visualize.” I shyly admitted

I don’t like admitting when I’m not good at something haha too proud of a person for that. That’s when he demonstrated for me and it looked easier than what he explained. He’s not the best teacher least to say haha oh well. At least he’s genuine and enthusiastic about it. Unfortunately, I was not very good at it and was just feeling embarrassed about it all haha. 

“So like this?”

“Umm yeah, try refining the hit. Martial arts takes a lot of precision and predicting. Try focusing on that.”

………………….

” I don’t think this is my forte. I suck at this.” I moped

“Haha, what? Ashlynn not good at something? What happened to that big talk earlier?” he laughed

“Oh yeah, yeah rub it in tough guy.”

“Haha hey did you want to spar with me?!” his face lit up

“Spar? You mean actually do what I was doing with that wooden dummy with you?!” I was shocked

“Yeah!”

“Well, let’s hope I just don’t hurt you then.”

“Haha sounds like you think you’re a tough guy.” he chuckled

“Its one of my better qualities.” I winked

“Okay, first you bow and acknowledge your opponent like this.”

It was kinda exciting to get to spar with An, doing something he’s good at and loves. I have to say I did enjoy practicing. I was just a little nervous to spar with him. I know he wouldn’t intentionally hurt me, but what if I don’t know my own strength?! Haha, sparring is something you can’t prepare for, at least the first time. 

After we bowed  I saw An get into a proper stance while I just stood there. He nodded to me, so I tried to copy his stance and he told me he’d start off slow so he doesn’t hurt her and she can learn and just not be flailing around. He first swung around and was going practically slice me with his arm. That’s when he yelled to block. I scrambled and was thinking too much into and instead of blocking with my forearm like you’re supposed to, he hit my shoulder. I yelled out in minimal pain, and of course he was worried and stopped. I told him I was fine, and I’ll probably just bruise. Haha had to remind him I’m a big girl and I can handle it. That’s when he nodded in affirmation for me to I attempted to copy his move just to get a feel for what I’m doing. Of course he quickly blocked it haha, but it was still a good learning experience. I told him we’ll have to continue to do this so he can teach me more. I really enjoyed myself and its something I would love to pick up more and advance in. 

Diary Entry #17: 

Over the next few weeks while our trip was coming to an end, An took me and Cale on a full trip of the city, and we participated in the festival they were having in town. It was a lot of fun learning about their culture and traditions. Learning about the festival was exciting and I can’t wait for the next time I come visit here! Later that night,  all three of us sat down to a cooked meal by Cale. As I said, Cale is becoming much more comfortable with me being “alone” with An. He doesn’t have to be glued to my side anymore. 

“You know An, I don’t think you ever really told me your major.” I realized that night recalling everything we talked about over the past year and half.

“Oh I didn’t?….oh, and is that your way of asking what it is?” he chuckled

“Haha yes, it is.”

“Haha sorry. I think your sarcastic personality rubbed off onto me these past few months. My major is Economics with an emphasis in International Relations and I’m currently debating to add Logistics into the mix. Complicated stuff needless to say.”

“Sounds like it. But, it sounds like something you can handle too.”

“Hope so. Too deep to quit and change my mind now.” he mumbled under his breath

…………….

“What’s yours then?”

“I haven’t decided on one. Thinking something to do with ethnic and women’s studies but not sure if that’ the wisest choice either. Plus, if I choose something “stupid” I will be hearing about it from my father who forgets I’m a capable adult.” I muttered

“I see, well best luck to you” he smiled

“Thanks. I need it every time I converse with my father. Thank God I have my mom to appeal to his soft spots. “

“So An. I have I serious question for you, and please don’t take it the wrong way.” Cale turned and said out of the blue

To be honest that made me really nervous because I thought Cale was going to pull a fast one on me, and I didn’t want to have to save his ass again to make him look good. I can be the defending girlfriend for so long. 

“Alright. What’s on your mind?” An asked with a straight face

“Well something stuck with me about what you said while we too the full tour of the city and were at the festival today. You mentioned how you’ve seemed to sense that the people were becoming weary about outsiders, such as ourselves and you’ve only been able to gather bits and pieces of what’s actually going on…..”

“Oh, and what stuck with you exactly?”

“When you told me what the people here are afraid of. How big, top dog Chinese investors and business man are coming into the city and whole region and taking it for themselves. I believe you used the old textbook term, “expansionists”. You explained how they are coming here to convert the whole economy to white collar and diminish the farming community. Now, in reality, I understand that’s bad. But, wouldn’t it benefit the people in the end who are struggling with their farms and trying to make ends meet?” Cale inquired

“Not exactly. On the surface, it does seem like it would be a great solution for the people here as you said, who are struggling. But, you have to remember that farming is passed down from generation to generation. Its a family legacy and usually the family doesn’t opt to do anything else unless there are other circumstances. This means farming is the only thing the people know how to do. So if these expansionists do come and take over the regions economy, the majority of people will not be hired due to lack of skills needed and the jobs will be outsources. This will drive the poverty line even lower. ” An retorted

I’ll admit I was completely listening when An told us that at the festival because I was wrapped up in the festivities and excitement. But, when him and Cale were discussing it, disgust ran through me. How dare people do that to this sacred place. This is their home, and they deserve to live off the land in any way they choose to. Emotions and thoughts started swirling through me and I had to chime in next. That’s when I jumped up from my seat and started going off on a rant. 

“They can’t do that! Can they!?” I jumped and yelled out in excitement

Both men looked at me in surprise to how strongly I felt about the situation. I care about other people whether blood or not. And a take over is something I WILL NOT stand for. After I blurted out rage, sadness swept over me.

“They can’t…right An? That’s so cruel. These are nice people. They wouldn’t hurt anyone even if someone deserved it. They don’t deserve that kind of treatment. This is their home.That can’t be possible.”

“Well, virtually, yes they can. Will they? I’m not going to sugar coat it. Its very possible it will happen within the next few months that’s why all of the residents are so antsy and losing faith and trust with outsiders. They think they’re apart of the scheme of things. Which isn’t true, but these people are used to relying on others and don’t do the homework they should so they’re easily fooled. But, this is Simchina too. Here, when you have money, that means you have power. I’m not overly surprised by the news, but what can you do? It would take an extreme revolt full of strong leaders. This region isn’t capable of that sadly.” he explained to me

“Yeah, that’s for sure.” Cale agreed

Now, I know Cale was just agreeing but the way he said it rubbed me the wrong way. I was already emotionally charged about what I was hearing and I was in no mood for Cale’s petty jabs and sarcasm. I don’t know what came over me, but I unleashed all of my rage onto Cale sadly. I know that sounds horrible, but emotions consumed me at that point. 

“How dare you say something like when this is a serious conversation.” I pointed my finger in his face

“What? Ash, what are you talking about?” he spat

“Don’t play that with me. You have been insensitive this whole time we’ve been here. You’re little jabs and sarcasm are really starting to hurt. I’m really starting to think you don’t actually want to be here and don’t give a damn. If you cared you’d be more sympathetic towards these people. Its people like you that make them distrust us. I’m sick of it.”

“Ash, what the hell has been going on with you then? It seems like everytime I speak you have something to counteract and complain about. Where’s the girl I fell in love with and loved me? I’m starting to feel that you don’t feel the same about me. Even though I did absolutely nothing.”

I was going to keep on going but Cale put in his last two sense and then bolted upstairs to our bedroom. 

“Jesus Christ Ash. You know how to make a man really feel fucking low about himself. I’m here because of you. This is something we wanted to do together and no we’re just growing apart. I can’t handle this shit anymore. I’m going to bed. I’ve lost my appetite.” he shouted

I just stared him down as he put his dishes away and walked up to the top of the stairs and he was out of my sight. My fac was still full of disgust and frowning.I was not happy and I definitely did not want to go up to our room where he was. I could feel An’s eyes on me but I resisted eye contact. I know that my feelings would instantly changed because I hated when he had to witness how dysfunctional we’ve become. Not fair to him and I always feel immense guilt after we have a fight in front of him and feel the need to apologize. I turned to face him, but that’s when he started to approach me. Oh boy. What now? 

“He wasn’t completely wrong and insensitive you know.” he softly said

For once instead of me defending him, An is now. That’s a change of events I wasn’t expecting. I just stared at him. I didn’t know what to say back. Say calmly that is. 

“What I mean is, don’t give me such a hard time. I’ll admit he has seemed a little insensitive but what he was inquiring about was the general truth and he was only being honest. He wasn’t trying to come off that way I think. He only asked to get all of the facts Ashlynn.”

“Sooo you’re saying once again I just added fuel to the fire that could of easily been put out?” I narrowed my eyes in disbelief

“Uh…yeah? Never understand your Simerica metaphors but it sounds kinda right.” he shyly laughed, he was starting to feel nervous and uncomfortable.

One thing I have never understood. Men can’t handle my anger. I’ve noticed that they either cower like a little kid, storm off or become extremely uncomfortable. Another Kirk trait to add to my list. Thanks Grandma. Keeping your legacy livin’ on aren’t you?

“Oh so great. Now I just have to go upstairs to my potential ex-boyfriend and say hey! Just kidding!”

“Uhh well no. I’m not sure how you two get over fights, but I’d do that. Just thought I’d try to help. Hope I did.”

Sorta An. 

That’s when I made the long and painful walk up to our bedroom. I secretly was hoping he was already asleep and I’d just sneak into bed, and psychologically we’d forgive each other and end up cuddling each other the whole night. That wasn’t the case of course. When I waked in Cale was just standing there staring into oblivion. That’s when I started to feel extremely uncomfortable. My body started to tense up and I started acting awkward around him. You’d think I’m a lovesick teenage girl.

“Oh, you are in here. Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt you.” my voice started to shake

He didn’t say anything back. Just stared lost in thought or purposely trying to ignore me. 

“Look, I came to apologize once again. I don’t deserve this many I know. Saying my emotions got the best of me might be an excuse but that’s what happened Cale. Truth is, I do love you and feel the same way as i have for you. That will never change. You are my everything pretty much. You complete me and my crazy self . Only you can handle all of this wrapped up in a ball with auburn hair.”

I took a deep breath after I just poured out my true feelings, and my eyes bolted to the ground. I watched his stance turn around and he wrapped me in a hug. Acknowledging forgiveness I believe. I still don’t think I deserve it, but I hugged him back for a long time. It felt like we really drifted and came back most of the trip. I don’t want to be distant. I want us to be close and still in that honeymoon phase. Lately it looks like we’ve hit our ten year mark already. 

“Did you really mean all of that Ash? he grinned

“Hehe of course I did sweetie. You should of seen what I looked like as I said it. Just missed your chance to see your girlfriend act shy and uncomfortable.” I teased

“Oh well. Many more moments until then. But you mean  it all?”

“Yes. You’re my boy, and I”m your girl right? Nothing can change that.”

After that we shared many kisses and NO we did not have sex in case you were wondering. To be honest I’ve never really had any interest in that yet, so me and Cale haven’t done anything like that. So yes, that means i’m celibate in a way. I guess I don’t feel me and Cale need to do that to show our love for each other. Cale has been sweet about it too, not pressuring me. We held each other most of the night and it was beautiful. I just hope going back home in about a week will bring us closer again. 

“I can’t believe we’re leaving to go back home already this week.” I sighed

“Yeah, definitely seems surreal. But yet, I can’t believe we’ve been away from home that long either.” he agreed

“Haha yeah, no kidding. I didn’t really keep in touch with my parents either, just wait until I walk through the door. My mom is going to freak.

“Haha she just loves you.”

Alright! I’m finally done with it! Its 2am now haha and I stayed up to work on my paper that’s due Thursday but instead I finished this. This was more fun to write I have to say! XD I hope you guys enjoyed it, and it was supposed to be longer, but I realized it didn’t have to be put in so yay! Onto Chapter Four I think. I think I’m going to focus on my simself story until I feel uncreative? haha we’ll see. I’m starting to get excited as we inch closer to more drama.

The Kirk Legacy 3.3A

Hi guys! 🙂 This is the first two-parter of this generation! It wouldn’t the be the Kirk Legacy unless there was two part chapters haha. Sorry about that. I’m don’t know if I’m still fully satisfied with this part. I’m hoping Part two will make more sense to me haha. When I planned out this chapter it made perfect sense, but actually playing it out I got confused. Apologizes if that’s how you feel as well. I’m hoping we’ll starting getting into the “drama” in part two, or at least Chapter 4. We still have many chapters to go of course, but I hate to disappoint.

Also, the last chapter I realized I originally forgot about the diary format? Haha I fixed it now, but sorry about that. Sooo hopefully this all sounds coherent when you read it. And there shouldn’t be any “strong” language used, but if there is you’ve been warned. I’m sure most of you don’t mind, but I don’t want to make assumptions.

Also, An Li is a sim made by simnights 

Diary Entry #11

The next morning was a early one. This was the first day of us embarking on our mission. An told us that about each month at a time we would  be working with the same family or people, and then switch to another one.  It sound like a plan to me and I was both excited and nervous about it. Cale didn’t exactly apologize for his behavior, but he hasn’t acted out so far today. I think I got through to him last night. But, we’re still kinda awkward. We’ve only has minimal eye contact and haven’t really talked to each other. I guess we both figured to stay on task would make things better before we actually talk about it. 

On the way to the first household we will be helping, An filled us in on who they were and their background so we knew how to deal with the situation. This family consisted of a single mom and her son. This mother was creeping up on old age and her son is just peaking into adulthood, or what is deemed to be an adult in their culture. An told us that her husband died from disease, so the burden of the farm and house work landed onto her and her only son. The farmwork plus housework is more than two people can handle. So we’re here to help relieve the work, and hopefully teach them more effective ways of managing that burden. 

We arrived at their home, and it was quite beautiful. They had the house divided into two separate buildings, and there was the traditional garden. Behind the house you can see tall trees them starting to dye out from the summer that once was. As you peaked your head farther to see, you could see the mess that was actually hiding. There were supplies everywhere, and buckets full of food that still had to be cleaned and sold. Time is really what these people needed I think. Manpower and time. 

An of course knocked on the door, and an elderly woman answered the door. An reverted to his native language and explained who we were and I’m assuming where we were from since sadly, Cale and I are not rehearsed in the language. One thing I deeply regret. Th woman smiled and motioned for us to come into the house. When all of us finally shuffled into the house, An was about to ask her something it looked like and she unloaded. An tried to translate as fast as he could for us so we knew the situation. 

“She’s worried about their income for this winter. They did very poorly this past summer and work in the winter is slower due to the weather.” he blurted out to us

She continued to frantically hell and throw her hands around in distress. I wish I could of said something to calm her down, but what would I say? Everything is fine? That wouldn’t work coming from a Simercian girl. I could only watch and listen. 

“She’s bee very overwhelmed these past few days and hopes we can help her out tremendously. She doesn’t know what she and her son would do without us coming here. She only hopes for good things to come because of our coming.”

Finally she took a breath and attempted to calm herself down, and An tried to reassure here that we were going to do our best to help her and her son. There were no guarantees, but we’re here for free labor and happy to help. Of course those weren’t his exact words, but I imagine he said something like that. She was still wincing from all her frustration. I’m sure she feels guilty making her son have to work the land since her husband is no longer with them. I can’t imagine living in this situation. After An, finished talking to her, he approached us and relayed what he told her. 

“I told her that we were the “missionaries” who are here to help her with anything they need and teach them better farming methods. ” He whispered

“So what now?” Cale asked

“Now? Well, I’m going to ask her what she needs or wants done and we’ll work from there. She’s very grateful we are here though. I thought I would mention that since she said that.

After talking with us, An went back to speak with the mother. Leaving me and Cale to look around. I started to look around their home. It was small, but cozy. You could tell they work hard for the things they have. Being lazy isn’t an option and never will be. They have traditional values passed down from the generations. Reminded me of my own parents and grandparents. My dad and mom pounded that old saying into me all of my life. “Work hard, and then play hard.” That’s practically my dad’s motto, and same goes for my mother. Working makes you independent and no one can take that away from you. My grandparents were a little more lenient, but my grandma always said that you need to find your purpose in life and strive towards it, whatever it takes. Same goes for grandpa, but sometimes you need to realize what goals and priorities matter most.  Even though it was just a mother and her son, I felt like my whole family was being played out before my eyes. 

That’s when I turned to see her son walk into the room, looking puzzled. His mom motioned for him to come talk to An so he could explain it to him. Her son was roughly late teens but he looked so old. Working the land has really aged him. Her son looked like he was at least mid-twenties. I was so shocked. Its like his youth and pureness was taken away from him and he already knows the burdens of life. I made a small frown. Kids, and even teenagers should know what its like to be that young. Shouldn’t have to worry about whether the family is going to have enough money or food to survive. Its so sad to see. Makes me grateful for what I have. 

After An talked to both mom and son, and explained everything to the full extent he waited for their response. Again, Cale and me watched from the background. She first had a surprised look on her face, and then gave An her answer and smiled at us. I smiled back and was eager to know what she said. An turned around and walked over to us, him smiling too. He told us that she wanted us to stay for dinner and tomorrow to officially start our duties. It sounded good, and I was very grateful. Even with all of her worries, she has the time to be gracious and offer to feed us. She made a traditional Chinese meal. An was very excited when he was given a plate. I guess its been awhile since he’s had “real” food haha. 

Diary Entry #12:

The next day meant all business. To be honest I could hardly sleep because now everything was falling into place. The whole point of this trip is finally happening and I can’t wait for the experience. I just hope it all goes well, and that I learn a lot. We all woke up earlier than the day before because An mentioned that they will probably be up before the sunrise to start their work and we better be there when they do. When we headed over, the woman who’s name I believe was Ali be? Forgive me I don’t quite remember. She was patiently waiting with a smile on her face. She greeted us with a bow and told An and Cale that they would do the fishing.Both for selling and eating. She mentioned which river that has the best fish, and its the perfect time to. That left me, and An told her that I knew how to garden and could help with her crops. She motioned me back to the yard. 

I was right. They had a huge garden full of a wide array of vegetables and fruits. It was time to get my hands dirty. All three of us, me, her and her son got to work. Her son was the one who did most of the actual work. He went through and picked everything that was ready to be harvested. Then me and her went through with simple fertilizer she had. I noticed a few things that she could of improved on, but since I don’t speak the language I just waited until An and Cale came back so he could relay the information onward. We worked all day, I was exhausted by sunset, but I did learn a lot about their gardening and farming practices that I might have to try someday when I get a garden started back at home. Its winter there right now, so its going to be awhile before that happens. 

Diary Entry #13:

Sorry its been a few weeks. We’ve been busier than ever lately. Its becoming crunch time for them because they’re getting ready to hit the big market that occurs once a month. This is where they make the most money for their family, and they can’t afford to disappoint. It also turns out that her son knows some Similish, so Cale and him have been chatting. I think Cale is secretly recruiting him to be smooth with the ladies or something, but he  has been very excited when Cale comes over. Its so sweet of him. He’s can be such a nice and good guy when he wants to be.

 

As for me, I’ve been helping with the food preparation for them. Since they had to save from using their yields, they would eat horrible and nothing satisfying. They’ve been eating this porridge/cereal meal and its nothing doing anything for their health. So, I’ve explained how using a different way and a more natural way of fertilizing their crops can produce more yields and they end up with more surplus than before. They were delighted by the outcomes and have started  to delve into it. 

Using the fresh ingredients inspired Ali to take more time into her cooking and she started teaching me some of the dishes her mother and grandmother used to make and showed her. Its a lot of traditional ingredients and authentic. Its exciting and an honor to be taught by a woman like her. I was happy to learn and make the dishes for all of us. An told me he approved too, so I must be a good cook. Haha my mom would be proud since she’s the cook in our family. It was a fun moment. This is what made this experience worth while and memorable. 

Diary Entry #14:

This weekend we had some down time and I think Cale wanted to take advantage of that with me. There was a small river by our camp and Cale decided to jump in and swim around. The weather was nice and he was trying to tempt me to jump in of course. 

“Come on in Ash! It feels great!” he shouted from the water

“Haha yeah yeah, just hold on adventure boy.” I joked

………………

“This is pretty nice. Now, don’t try any funny business.”

“What ever do you think I will do?”

“Don’t test me Cale.” I playfully narrowed my eyes

We swam around for awhile, playing marco/polo and having swimming contests haha. It was a lot of fun and a nice break from all the work we’ve been doing it. I really enjoyed myself, and I almost forgot about how he acted that one day so many weeks ago. 

*SPLASH* *Cale grinning*

“Cale! I told you no funny business!” I shouted

“haha oh come on! You need to have a little fun.”

“That’s it, I’m getting out now.”

“What? Ash don’t be that way.” he whined

“Nope too late.” I put my nose up in disapprovement

“Haha alright, come on.” he grabbed my hand

When we got out of the water, the sun had already started to go down. Hard to believe another day done here. I loose track of time a lot since being here, and I do a lot of thinking when I have the time to.

“Its hard to believe how long we’ve been here.”

“Yeah, I know what you mean. Hard to believe its been a few weeks already.”

“I know I’m glad I’m here with you though.” he whispered

“Awe. Me too Cale. I love you so much, and glad we did this together.” I smiled

“I definitely don’t want it to end either.”

“Yeah, I don’t either. I like being away from my own reality. Its a nice escape.”

Diary Entry #15:

The next following “weekend” we had more free time and Cale decided to take me out on a date, and explore the city more. Basically have us act like “true” tourists haha. Enjoy the little kiosks and shops they have. I agreed, but I was worried we were leaving An out of our outing even though it was supposed to be a date. An reassured that me that he’d be fine. He’s been working out a lot, and working on his martial arts since he’s never had the chance to learn. It sounded like a plan so me and Cale were off  for our date.

We first went to a little shop that had little novelties you could buy, little cafe and other knick-knacks. I saw this cool fortune cookie maker!  Cale groaned at me and thought it was stupid, but it looked like a lot of fun so I put how ever many cents it was and made my own fortune cookie! The fortune of course was a little cheap, but how many people can say they’ve done that? Who are from Twinbrook none of the less haha.

Next we looked at the beautiful fountains they had on display outside, and ended up having an authentic dinner at the cafe. We had the best eggrolls, and the rice was amazing. I was in heaven. Didn’t want this night to end, and I’m sure Cale felt the same way. It was a fun night and I’m glad we got out and did something. I think we both really needed it. It was a nice, fresh, breath of air. 

When we got back that night, I think we rekindled that romance that was missing from the beginning of the trip until now. Cale seemed more gentler, and warm than he has the whole time. I just was happy to see him smiling and worrying about everything.

“Should we go outside and watch the stars?” he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close

“Sure, since you asked so nicely.” I smiled big

He led me out to the balcony and the stars were already out, and lighting up the night sky. It was very quiet here, and reminded me of home. That’s one thing I liked, wasn’t a lot of hustle and bustle. It was quiet and relaxed. 

“I love the air here. Its so quiet and peaceful.” I whispered

“Its also beautiful. The people are nice and almost majestic. Just like you.” he winked

I forgot how he used to make me laugh haha. He was just a sweetie. I definitely missed the Cale I know. I missed him dearly. 

That’s it! I’m trying to make Ashlynn’s storyline about her and her inner “workings” I guess you could say, but  I want to make it actually about the storyline too. If that makes sense? Again, part two should be better and more drama should happen haha. everyone loves drama right?

The Kirk Legacy 2.3

Hello! Happy St. Patty’s Day 🙂 er..it might be happy belated by the time this is done, but thought is what counts! I’m so happy to get a chapter out! Also, look for 2.4…I want to get ahead of the game while the vacation lasts. No two-parter this time as well. Thank god, I don’t want this to be a short generation because I have plans for it. Anyway, I hope you like this chapter, I know I enjoyed writing/making it.

There should be no violence or obscene language this time around, so you can rest easy. No drama. Oh! Also, after I took a few pictures I realized that Nadine didn’t have the two scars…but we’ll be pretend the one healed. But she’s going to have a permanent scar on her face. You’ll notice. Sorry for that.

Diary Entry #13:

Well here we are, Friday the thirteenth ,and the thirteenth entry. Spooky. Ha! I’m just kidding. Not sure why I started out with a joke? I get it from my mother, don’t ask. Anyway, these past two weeks, err three have been somewhat eventful and not. The good news is I’ve been doing well at my job, and have been getting great reviews from the chief. As far as my personal life, well things have been a little rough. I’m not sure if that’s the right word to use, but we’ll go with it.

Where should I start? Probably from the moment I brought Nadine back home with me so I could help her, and she could start to help herself. Even though the house is technically in my name now, my parents still live there and always will, so I figured I should ask. It seemed right. Plus, my mom is good at giving advice. Even if its the last thing you want to hear.

Wait, let me scratch that. I asked my mom she is more of the head of this household. My dad is merely a civil servant like the rest of use. Just a higher ranking than his own kids haha. That sounds bad and harsh, but its the truth. What my mom said, goes. My dad doesn’t protest, or do I…let’s just say my mom can be scary when she wants to be.

“So, yeah…even though I asked you on the phone, I’m going to ask a second time anyway. She can still stay until she gets back on her feet correct?” I nervously repeated

“Oh Joshy of course she can! You know I’m one to help anyone I can, as well as you. I know you got it from your mom. Its nice of you to lend a helping hand.” she enthused

“Thanks mom, this means a lot. I didn’t want to see anymore pain and destruction come her way. You know how I am.”

I guess I was expecting a yes a second time, but as much as this makes me sound like an a-hole. Women tend to change their minds more than once. My mom is notorious for it too. But, I’m glad her answer didn’t change. I feel compelled to help this woman. I don’t know why. I just need to. I have to give it my all, and see how far my abilities can take me.

“Well then, mom, dad this is Nadine and her son.” I awkwardly introduced the pair

The look on Nadine’s face wasn’t one of approval. I have a feeling its going to take a long time before she starts smiling again. Or if she ever did before this incident. That I may never know.

“Why hello there! I’m Bethany, Josh’s mom. Though I’m sure you already knew that. Welcome to our home. I hope we can help you get back on your feet. Don’t be shy, or guilty for being here.” my mom cheerfully approached her

“Uh..yeah, hi. I’m Nadine Sanford, and this is my son Robert. But, we call him Robbie.” she managed to stutter out

“Awe, a little one. Its been awhile since I’ve seen a toddler around here hehe. Hello there little Robbie. I’m glad you’ll be staying with us as well.”

My mother is a sucker for children. I’m surprised she hasn’t pressured me into having granbabies yet. I’m dreading that day.

“Look. I don’t want you to feel obligated to help me. Its not your responsibility or duty. Its mine. I don’t want you ending up to regret this, and things end badly. “

“Oh honey, don’t worry. We won’t feel that way. We’re only here to encourage, and see you succeed.” my mom ensured

“Now, we set up a room for you down here because its easier to do other things with your son around. I know it can be hard just to go to the bathroom when you have children. It used to be my eldest daughter’s room. I hope the green is okay…and I put a crib, with toybox in it. I hope it will accommodate you.”

“Oh, why thank you! I’m surprised you did all of that so quickly. Thank you very much. That will work for us, I don’t need much anyways. I’m used to having little. Again, I want to say thank you for letting me into your home. Its very kind.” she said with a half-smile

“You’re very welcome. If you need anything else, please just ask. We are here to help.” my mom smiled back

Diary Entry #14:

Sorry I couldn’t finish with the last entry. I’m a busy man, and quite frankly I still find it hard that I’m writing in a “diary”,…I call it a novel to make myself feel more manly while writing it. Let’s continue though. Immediately after Nadine and Robbie settled in, awkwardness took over. I don’t know if she wasn’t comfortable living with new people, or in a home that was so much different then what she was used? I couldn’t pinpoint it.

I, well all of us started noticing that she kept to herself mainly.She read anything she could find in silence, watched tv by herself…if someone came in the room she would get up and leave, and overall her face seemed emotionless. My mom kept telling me I should do something, but what? I don’t even know if she likes me as a person. I don’t want to tell her its wrong to feel weird being in someone else’s home. She has every right to be.

Of course her face automatically lit up with Robbie was around. It was nice to see her smile when it comes to her son. She’s a good mother. I’m sure she questions that all the time, but she really is. She’s done so much for him, she forgot about herself. Typical mother right there. Not that its a bad thing, but you can tell she truly cares for him. He’ll be a heartbreaker too. He’s a smiley boy too haha. Even if his dad is a jerk, at least he won’t (hopefully) turn into one.

But, there is still a problem that exists. We need to make Nadine more comfortable since we don’t know how long she’ll be staying. Also, we need to get her on the right track to helping her. I have the feeling she isn’t going to do it all on her own, so she needs some outside help to push her along in the right direction. I was starting to get a little worried that I did all of this for nothing. I was starting to fret. I mean, she can’t just live here free of charge, I’m not for that and my mom wouldn’t allow that at all means. I had to do something about the situation.

Who’s the one person I said is full of advice? My mother of course. Yes, I’m a mama’s boy or whatever you guys call it these days. But, I’ve explained why in earlier entries. Plus, I think she was in the same boat as me with this too. She’s understanding too.

“Now, I don’t want any “I told you so” okay mom?” I told her

“Ha, alright son. None of those. So what’s on your mind?” she smiled

“Well, its about Nadine. These past two weeks she hasn’t been really productive. Also, we haven’t been exactly welcoming. You know? She sorta keeps to herself, and hasn’t even left this house either.”

“Oh, its about that. Yes, I’ve noticed. You’re absolutely right, we haven’t been really doing what we said we would. I guess we didn’t really realize the extent of the situation.”

Glad she agreed with me. My mom isn’t an easy person to read, let me tell you.

“Here, let me do it. She needs a womanly figure helping her, she’ll be more comfortable. No offense Josh. I’ll take her out job hunting, shopping for a new fresh look, and give her some advice for the future. How does that sound?” she offered

“Uh..yeah, that sounds good. Just don’t be a bully okay? I’m not saying you will be, but sometimes when you mean well, you don’t sound like it.” I half-smiled

“Well I guess I won’t act like this so-called “bully” then. I’m going to be straightforward though. Something tells me she didn’t have the best motherly figure, and that’s what she’s going to get. So don’t protest okay?”

“Alright, alright. I just don’t want us to scare her away and she turns back to living the life she has been. You know? That would defeat the purpose.”

“Yes, I know. I’ll help her. Don’t you worry. Its in my nature, just like it is for you.” she smiled

“Thank you mom. It means a lot.” I smiled back

Diary Entry #15:

In the coming days, my mom followed through with her suggestions. I don’t know exactly what happened since I was at work when most of this happened. But, I was giving updates I guess you could say. I just hope she was being nice is all. She really does mean well, but sometimes her tone of voice doesn’t match that. I was worried about it all day while at work.

“So, um Nadine…how about we get you on the fast-track to a job, so you can start supporting yourself and Robbie?” Beth suggested

Apparently after my mom said that, a unsettling silence came on between them. Great job mom. See? Its all in her tone.

According to my mom, Nadine seemed caught off guard and sorta just stared at the ground. My mom said she was probably just processing what was just said, and how to respond. Yeah, okay.

“Oh, you guys want me out already? So much for you wanting to help me.” Nadine complained

“Um, no dear. I’m saying this because if you are really committed to helping your family, you would of done that by now. Also, I am going to help you, but I need effort on your part as well.”

“Oh…you don’t want me to leave? Really…”

“Yes, really. I don’t give on people that easily. Trust me. If I was that way I wouldn’t still be married haha. People deserve chances. I’m here to give you that extra push, and to guide you. You have to do what you want with the coaching I hope to provide.” Beth explained

“Oh. Alright. I’m sorry I’ve been slacking a bit. I was just enjoying a new living space too much I guess. I’m not used to being surrounded by helpful people, or smiles. I was taking it all in. Thank you very much.” Nadine admitted

“Oh its okay, sometimes you just need a little reminder. I mean this isn’t going to be a easy or fast process. But, its good to get a head start on it before its too late.

“I just hope you don’t take us for granted is all. I know that sounds mean to assume, but you never know. I had to say it. I’m sorry. I just want to make sure we’re on the same page. I don’t want you to not hold up your end of the bargain.” Beth became serious

“Oh, yeah. I’m hoping that won’t happen. I have a good feeling about you guys, and I don’t want to treat you badly in return because of all you are doing for me and Robbie. I just want you to understand it might be a little hard for me at first since I’ve never had anyone want to help me.”

“No problem. I fully understand. I don’t expect a complete one-eighty in one night of course. It takes time.”
“I’m just glad Joshy took the time to help you. He’s a very generous man for his age. I’ll admit I was worried when he joined the police academy and then the squad in town here. But, I can see its doing him good. He does mean well.” Beth cooed

“Oh, yes. He is a nice man, and doesn’t give up I see. I’m glad he didn’t give up on me, because I wasn’t very nice to him in the beginning. I knew he meant well, but I felt like he was tearing my whole life, the life I knew apart. He made me realize that I wasn’t living the dream life as I made it out to be. He deserves a thousand thank yous.” Nadine couldn’t help but smile back

Diary Entry #16:

Well, today is the day. Or least that’s what I was told this morning before I left for work. My mom is going to take Nadine out job hunting and shopping. Giving her a fresh look I guess. I don’t know, I’m not a woman or into shopping. I just hope they have a fun day is all. Get something accomplished. I also hope Nadine has fun too, she needs it.

“First off, we’ll start with a job hunt. It sounds scary, but it won’t be.” Beth said

“Uh, alright. I’ll follow your lead.” Nadine agreed

“Okay, first things first. Did you graduate from high school or have a GED?”

“Yes, I did manage to graduate.”

“Good, this will make it much easier. Do you have any preferences on what type of job?” Beth asked

“Um, no not really. I’ve only had one job in my life, and that’s being a mom. So I’m not very experienced. Whatever I can get is fine.” Nadine answered

“Okay, we’ll apply online. If that’s okay?”

“Yep, that’s fine.”

She helped Nadine apply for jobs online, since they could avoid the first impression mishap. I told mom that sounded a little mean. But, she insisted it was for the best, and easier to do. Mother knows best I guess, right?

“So what’s available so far; that you think you’ll be able to apply for?” Beth cheerfully asked

“So far, dishwasher job at the little Bistro in town, babysitting jobs, and secretary-like job.” Nadine didn’t sound too enthused about her choices

“I think you should apply for the dishwasher one. Its easy, and if you don’t know, they’ll show you everything. Plus, there will always be dishes. “

“Okay, that sounds good. That’s the only one I could really see myself doing anyway.”

Everything seemed to go smoothly from what I heard. She filled out the application correctly according to my mother’s standards, which is good. My mom was happy to. She’s taken Nadine under her wing as her own daughter pretty much. She can’t wait to see her succeed in life. Oh! and the fact that  the Bistro gave Nadine a call and they set up an interview! How great is that? Things are starting to look up. So fast too! I couldn’t believe it either!

Practically right after the interview was set up, my mom dragged Nadine down to the boutique (that’s what they call them right?) to get her all ready. Beautified as my mother calls it. I think Nadine was in for a surprise herself. The look on her face when they left was unforgettable haha. Her eyes said “Help me”. Its at times like this when I’m glad I was born a boy. No way I would want to go through that.

“Um, Mrs. Shallow is this really necessary?” Nadine nervously asked

“Of course it is! You have an interview, and that means you need a nice outfit to wear to impress them. Plus, a fresh look for a fresh look always goes hand in hand.” Beth enthused

“Oh, well thank you then. I never meant for you to spend money on me. Really.”

“Oh its no problem. Just don’t expect a red carpet look. My wallet can’t handle that haha.”

“Haha, no of course not. It will just be nice to have a fresh look. I’d really like that.” Nadine’s face started to flush

“So what are we looking for today?” the woman helping them asked

“Yes, hi there. We were hoping to get a nice outfit for an interview, and a new look in general. Something more motherly looking, but not one that says I have five kids. You know?” Beth  busily explained

“Alright, I’ll see what we can do. Step up in front of the mirror, and I’ll go pull some looks and you tell me what you think okay?”

“Um..okay. I have to stand up in front of everyone?…” Nadine looked around in fear

“Don’t worry, if they start staring I’ll handle it.” the woman reassured

I guess after spending two hours at the salon, or wherever…(damn two hours?). Poor girl. They eventually found a good interview outfit, and some new clothes other than her white tee and pants. They even gave her a hair cut! I’m surprised Nadine let my mother do that. She wasn’t even allowed to do that for me after I turned a certain age.

“Ta-da, the interview ready Nadine!” the woman cheered

“Well, how does it look?” Nadine half-smiled

“You look great! They have to hire you! There’s no way they could say no.” Beth had a huge smile on her face

“Thanks, that means a lot Mrs. Shallow.”

“Oh you can call me Beth. I prefer it.”

After the shopping and haircut, the interview was still a few hours away, so they went out for lunch. I’m surprised they didn’t bring Robbie, but my mom talked Nadine into letting him stay home with my dad. She had to remind her, he’s been through three births and two teenage girls. He can handle one toddler haha. I had to laugh because that is so true.

It was already dark out before they came back home. It was definitely what they call, a girls day. They left this morning and didn’t come back until after seven tonight. I was even home before them haha. My mom made a big entrance for Nadine too. Poor girl, she probably was so embarrassed. My mom does that, whether she realizes it or not.

“Introducing Nadine Violet Sanford! She got a lovely makeover, and we can’t wait to show you guys!” Beth announced

Me and my dad just stood there. I don’t if my dad was, but I was feeling kinda excited. I couldn’t wait to see what she looked like, and hopefully a smile on her face. I guess I’m just happy to see things change for her. Even if they are little changes.

“Come on in Nadine, they’re waiting”

She slowly walked through the front door, her face started to turn a bright red immediately when she saw our eyes on her. She did smile though, and started to look at the floor, and exchange glances between everyone. The awkwardness for her was interrupted by mom explaining what happened.

“Even though you are men, and probably don’t care I’m going to tell you anyway. First, we gave her a haircut, because a fresh haircut is one of the best feeling ever. She has a shorter hair, with some layers. It looks great to be honest. Second, we gave her a great nice outfit for her interview, and I’m sure she nailed it. Third, a more motherly wardrobe was in order, and more colorful. I think it looks more flirty, and she wears the look well.” she explained

In the midst of my mother’s explanation, I couldn’t pay attention. All I could do was stare, and analyze everything that was new about her. She looked great, no more than great. She looked lovely, and motherly. I couldn’t believe this is the same woman I first brought here standing in front of me. I definitely do approve of her knew look, and hair. She looks better with short hair.

She looked stunning, and Robbie thought so too. She picked him up and told him how much she missed him today. It was a cute moment.

“Mommy pretty.” Robbie smiled up at her

“Awe thanks honey. You’re so sweet. Mommy’s little man.” she snuggled him tight

I must of looked like some lovestruck teenager they way I stared. I couldn’t help it, she looked so nice, and she was happy. That’s what really struck me about it. She looked and felt happy. I only wondered how long its been since she’s felt that way. I figured I should go over and compliment her on her new look.

“You look very nice.” I smiled, and looked down at Robbie

“Awe thanks. You’re too nice, and so is your mother. I can see where you get it from now.” she smiled back

I can only hope and wish the best for her in the coming future. She’s going to be a different person by the time we’re done helping her out. I just know it.

That’s it! It look me forever to finish it, but its finally done! I hope you liked it, and keep your eyes peeled for Chapter Four 🙂 Isn’t Nadine pretty with shorter hair? After I originally put that long hair on her, I didn’t like it after awhile haha.

The Kirk Legacy 1.3B

Part Two is here, do not fear 🙂

Diary Entry #11:

Yep, he still comes around. Everyday. Blessing or Curse? Haven’t decided yet, I mean I should be grateful he forgave me like that, but then again he never said sorry for the things he’s said to me. I don’t know, I don’t want to say he’s annoying, because his company is nice, but still. Doesn’t he have other friends? I mean he could spend more time with his brother, those two need it. I don’t know anymore. I guess I’ll just take advantage of having a friend, who likes to spend time with me.

For example, my grandparents gave me a chess table to put in my new house. I don’t know how to play chess. I’m one of those people, who if you don’t use it, get rid of it. But, I took it upon myself to learn. So today, I had a beginner’s guide and was teaching myself. During my attempt at a game with myself, Adan comes over and sits down. He offered to I guess, teach me.

“What are you doing?” he asked with a smirk

“Teaching myself to play chess.” I smiled back

“Oh boy…here, let me teach you.”

“You play chess?”

“Uhhh yeah?”

“Well that surprising.” I murmured

“Hey! I heard that!” he pointed his finger at me playfully

“Hey, at least I’m not the chess nerd here, unlike some people.”

“haha shut-up, this is what happens when you’re twin brother is Ade Shallow.”

“Sureeeeee.” I joked

“Ugh, fine. Be that way.” he smiled

“I will be.”

Yeah, who knew he could play chess? I sure didn’t. That wasn’t even half of it. Not only could he play, he was quite good. What other hidden talents does he have? I wonder. I can tell you teaching is not his strong suit, he gets frustrated too easily haha. But, this is what happens when you try to teach me something, gotta have LOTS of patience.

Through the whole game, we were laughing, being rivals and arguing, but by the time the game was over, I didn’t even realize I won haha.

*Adan claps* “Congrats.”he smiled

“Huh?” I was puzzled

“You won?”

“Oh, haha…didn’t even realized it!”

“Silly girl.” he chuckled

“Well, I was expecting to lose to a pro.” I teased

Diary Entry #12:

Can someone say awkwardddd? So, last night, Adan fell asleep on the couch, which I had no problem with. Until I had to pee. Yeah, I sleep in whatever I find okay, and sometimes its not always pants. I mean I had to pee, really bad…and what am I gonna do, pee my pants while changing what to wear? Oh no..that’s gross. So I braced it, and hoped to God Adan wouldn’t wake up.

Boy was I wrong. Never knew my footsteps made so much noise! I practically just got out there and he woke up!

“Oh..hey, Beth. Morning.” he said sluggishly

After he woke up, I’m just waiting for him to get done talking so I could quick fun to the bathroom. But, no. He had to sit up and strike up conversation.

“Sleep good?” he asked, as I felt his eyes look at me

“Uh, well…I was kinda on my way to the bathroom.” I stuttered, as I felt the blood flush to my face

The whole time, I kept saying in my head, “Don’t look at me, don’t notice I’m only wearing a t-shirt and underwear, please don’t look, Oh God this isn’t good.”

That was when he noticed what I was wearing, and his eyes widened. Like that wasn’t bad enough, and then his face started to turn pink. Oh why must I have to have this happen to me?

The worst part was him trying to make small talk, to ease the embarrassment. Why do people feel the need to do that?

“Uhhh..well I see that haha. I guess I better let you go do that.” he said

I practically raced to the bathroom. I don’t think I’ve ever had a more embarrassing moment. As I said before, only me. Things like that only happen to me. Maybe that’s why I’m the way I am haha. Shit like this always happens, so I’ve learned to deal with it. Hmm, I don’t know.

When I finally got out of the bathroom, I found Adan at the kitchen counter, cooking. I’m guessing he needed to take his mind off what just happened, that’s why I cleaned the bathroom while I was in there. Couldn’t dwell on what just happened.

“What are you doing?” I asked

“Cooking of course!” he cheerfully answered

“Do you even know how?”

“Somewhat.”

“Oh boy.” I moaned

“It’ll be fine, just relax.” he soothed

Somehow I didn’t see everything being “fine”. I don’t know why, but I’m always good at hunches, they always seem to be right.

And who called it? Oh right, me. The waffles, yes waffles went up into smoke. He burned them. How the fuck do you burn waffles. Ugh, why do men think they can do everything?

“Aww man, I was just trying to be nice. You always cook and clean after me, its not fair to you.” he whined

This is when the guilt trip hit me. I started to feel bad because he actually meant it, poor guy. So I took it upon myself to finish what he started, and make brunch for us.

“It could of been worse. You could of burned down the house.” I half-smiled

“Haha true, but still.”

“Its fine, I’m not mad.”

“I’ll make it up to you!” he smiled big as he was playing his guitar to set “the cooking mood”

“You don’t have to dot that.” I said

“Fine, be that way. I’ll just be the guitar player for every time you cook then.”

“Haha, you would say that. Cooking isn’t that hard, I can show you sometime.”

“Hehe really?” he was all giddy

“Yeah, why would I lie about that? and you sound like a little school girl when you get all excited.” I chuckled

“I don’t know…hey! Be nice…good thing you’re cute, because I don’t tolerate insults.”

“What was that?”

“Wwhat?”

“What was it that you said at the end?”I asked again

He was acting weird at this point. I was getting a weird vibe from him, and I wasn’t liking it.

“Erm…I said “I’m glad you’re so nice.”

“Oh, okay. Thanks.” I cheerfully said

“Yeah, no problem.”

Men are so weird. Especially when they try to lie. I knew that isn’t what he said. He is one bad liar haha. But, now I really want to know what he said. Maybe I should pry it out of him? I don’t know. I’m not that desperate. I’ll probably forget about shortly.

Diary Entry #13:

Apparently teaching him to learn, wasn’t good enough. Adan still felt the need to make it up to me. He took me to a movie. I told him he didn’t have to, but he insisted, so I complied. We went and saw The Raven with John Cusack. I think its supposed to be a psychological thriller or something. It was more scary then a “thriller’. let me tell you that.

“That movie was awesome! Good thing we went and saw that one!” he cheered

“You were scared, weren’t you?” he teased

“Maybeeeeeee.” I playfully lied

“Haha, I know you were. You kept putting your hands over your eyes.”

“So, it was a scary movie!”

“Sureeee it was.” he teased

One word to describe Adan, difficult.

When I got home, Adan felt the need to take me home, I sat down on the couch to relax. Adan followed pursuit. I still think its weird that he’s attached to me at the hip. I know I’m complaining a lot about this, but its a diary, a book that contains all of my opinions.

“So what part was your favorite?” he smiled

“Hmm…the part where they catch the killer in the act.” I smiled big

“Oh of course, women always love the heroic acts.”

“Soooo.”

“Especially when they’re scared.” he winked

“Don’t pick a scary movie next time.” I crossed my arms

After complaining about the scary movie, things got a tad bit…touchy. Adan suddenly put his arm around me, and apologized for taking me to a scary movie. I won’t lie, having someone’s arm around me felt nice, but his? I don’t know, it didn’t seem right.

“I won’t take you to another scary movie.” he softly said

“Alright. Should of listened to me, I don’t like scary movies.” I smiled

Then it happened. He kissed me, yes, you heard me. Kissed me. Right as he leaned in closer to tell me about not taking me to movies, he moved even closer, with his lips puckered.

I wasn’t sure how to react, since I didn’t really want the kiss, and it was unexpecting. So I sat there contemplating on what to say, or do.

Since I didn’t know what to do, I thought I’d just call him out on it. In a nice way? If that’s even possible at this point.

“Um..Adan what was that?” I asked

“Uh…I believe they call that a kiss? Why?” he raised his eyebrow

“No I know that, I meant why.” I was so confused

“Well..because…”

“You know, I don’t even want to. I think you should leave.” I pressed

“I mean…if that’s what you want.” he frowned

“It is, it would be best if you would just go.”

“You can’t run from everything you know.” he said as he walked toward the door

“I can try.” I whispered

Okay! There’s Part two! Hope you liked 🙂

The Kirk Legacy 1.3A

Hey hey! I’m back home, so I can finally write 1.3 🙂

Its a two-parter, so hopefully you can handle it 😉

Also, the first few pictures are continuation from Diary Entry #8 from the previous update.

Note: Foul language might occur

Yep, I’m gonna do it. I worked up the confidence to tell him I’m sorry for my judgements, and that he has talent. Let’s just hope he listens and accepts what I have to say.

*Adan playing and singing*

“Adan, can I talk to you.” I asked softy

“Huh?…Oh, its you. Sure, we can have a chat.” he answered

“I was listening to you play and…well, sing.”

*face flushes* “Oh…you were sitting there the whole time?”

“Yeah, and I think I might owe you an apology.” I admitted

“Oh? Which nasty comment are you apologizing for?” he sounded smug

“Do you want the apology or not?”

“Okay, sorry. I’m just having a hard time not telling you “told you so”, I’ll listen.”

“I wanted to apologize for bashing your idea of music, and talent.” I apologized, looking at the ground

“Oh, well….. thank you. That means a lot.” he stuttered

“I wasn’t expecting that kind of reaction.”

“I wasn’t expecting that from you.”

“I’m the type that admits when I’m wrong, even if it sucks, and makes me look like an ass.” I smiled

“Haha, yeah, but that’s accepted more then holding a grudge.” He smiled back

“I really liked that song you were singing.”

“Yeah? What’d you like about it?”

“The personal sound to it. Was it about someone you knew?” I wanted to know so badly too

“Ehhh not exactly. I mean, I know this girl, whom the song is about, but I added all the other stuff to make it fun.” he explained

“Ahh, well even if its not true about her, I’m sure she’s a great girl.”

“Yeah, she is. “

*awkward silence*

“You know, I can show you more of what I have written and perform it for you.” he suggested

“Yeah, you’d want to?” I raised an eyebrow

“Of course! Love sharing my music, plus getting feedback is always great.”

“Okay, I’m always happy to be a critic.”

“Tomorrow? Your place?” he was giddy

“Its gonna have to be after work, so 4:30pm? Do you know where I live?” I asked

“Sounds good, and yes I do…Ade showed me one night when we were driving home.”

“Great, I have you creeping on my house haha, just kidding. See you then!”

“Haha hey now, be nice…we’re starting something nice here. Don’t ruin it.”

I’m not quite sure what just happened, but he said”we’re starting something new”? Did he mean a friendship? I kinda thought that was ruled out due to our differences. You should of seen how fast he had a change of heart when I apologized, its like I became his best friend. Not like that’s a bad thing, but he’s certainly fast moving, Glad we can have an actual conversation now. Can’t wait to see him tomorrow.

Diary Entry #9:

He sure did keep on his word. Right at 4:30pm, there was a knock at the door. I opened it and in comes bopping Adan, with his guitar. He was so cheerful, hard to believe that was in him this whole time I knew him. We’ve just been to stubborn towards each other I guess. He told me to sit down, listen and then critique. So I sat down and listened tentatively.

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere

With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey

She acts like Summer, but walks like Rain

Reminds me that there’s time to a change, hey, hey

Since the return of her stay on the moon

She listens like Spring, and talks like June, hey,hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun

Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded

And the heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star

One without a permanent scar

And did you miss me while were looking for yourself out there

“So, what ya think?” he asked sincerely

“Are you kidding me? You don’t even have to ask what I think.” I smiled big

“What ya mean?”

“That was awesome! Those lyrics were so deep, without making it sound like it! it was romantic too!”

After I blurted out my excitement about the song, Adan just stood there staring at me like I was some kind of idiot. Especially when I showed off my horrible dance moves.

” You can even dance to it, if you wanted to that is….” I trailed off as I felt my face turn red

After he started blankly at my dance moves and feedback, he decided to play another song. Let’s just say this one didn’t win me over.

“Um…I don’t like it. Sounds too religious, which if that’s what you were going for, that’s fine. But, not everyone likes that type of music.” I piped out

He didn’t look to pleased to hear what I had to say.

“Well, maybe I should be making fun of your dance moves you put on display for me?” he sighed

“Hey now…you asked….”

“Kidding! I’m just messin’ wtih you, sorry. Couldn’t help myself haha” he laughed

At first when he said he was just joking, I didn’t transition it at first. I just stood there and stared at him with a half smile. I probably looked stupid, but then I got it and busted out laughing.

“Hahaha oh, I was gonna say, don’t be a jerk!” I laughed with him

“Nahh, I wouldn’t make fun of your dance moves, probably took a lot of courage to even dance in front of me in the first place.”

“No, not really…”

“Then why’d your face turn red?” he smiled

“Because you were just staring blankly at me…no emotion in your face.” I playfully argued back

“Oh..sorry.”

Diary Entry #10:

Sorry for a semi-long wait, but been busy with remodeling the house and such. Yep, that’s right…I don’t live in a shed anymore! I have space, its much nicer. I actually have a living room and a laundry room. Still no room for a kitchen table, but that’s not an issue at the moment. Slowly getting to become a full house, with more rooms.

Hmm what else has been going on? Well, oddly enough, Adan comes over more often. Don’t get me wrong, its nice having company. But, its a little weird since I don’t really talk to his brother anymore. I guess he doesn’t see it that way.

Needless to say we have lunch/dinner together a lot, or he brings his gaming stuff and somehow coaxes me into playing with him. Yeah, I know…I’m someone who doesn’t even know what all the buttons on the controller are for haha. That was a fun time, him teaching me everything.

Because I still think its odd that Adan wants to spend time with me after all we’ve been through, I called John to come over and talk about it. You remember John right? My college friend.

“Hey hey, how’s Beth today?” he cheerfully said walking in

“Ha, I’m good..but concerned I guess.” I smiled

“That’s why I’m here isn’t it?”

“Yep, you guessed right.”

“What’s on your mind?” he asked

“You know Adan?” I stared at John as I asked

“Yes, you and him and a falling out I guess you could say.”

“Well, I apologized for some of my behavior one night, and now he’s like my best friend. Its weird.” I explained

“He hasn’t tried to kiss you yet, has he?” John’s eyes narrowed

“Whh…wait. What? Kiss me? Why the hell would you ask me that?”

“Just wondering. You never know..maybe that’s what he’s after.”

“John that’s silly. That’s not what he wants.” I laughed it off

“Well, it seems like he practically lives here to me. Why else would he do that?” John gave me that look

“He’s probably just using you for a nice roof over his head.”

“What!?”

“Beth, look at the facts. Struggling musician, used to schmoozing everyone over, its how it always goes.” John pointed out

“He better not be doing that. He can’t be. He doesn’t stay over, he just spend the day here and then goes home. The only thing he’s “mooched” is having dinner with me and using my tv and bathroom.” I started rambling

“Whoa Beth, calm down. I didn’t mean to get you all riled up. I was just letting you know, and want to make sure that doesn’t happen.”

“Ohhh it won’t. I’ll make sure of it. I’m not one to be used.”

Also like to give credit to the song used. The song is Drops of Jupiter by Train.

There’s Part One of 1.3 🙂 Hope you liked it! Pretty sure Part Two will be out tomorrow!